Peanut Butter

I've been thinking about the past few days, and I noticed that sometimes I have these random bursts of creative energy that I feel the need to put to use. The problem with this is, that at times, that creative energy feels like a lot of everything, and a lot of nothing at the same time. I find such situations to be extremely vexing to the point that I choose to do nothing.

• I want to draw something.
• I want to write something.
• I want to script something.
• I want to work on my game.
• I want to make sprites.
• I want to work on this animation.
• I want to make a video.
• I want to make music. 
• I want to do some fucking math. (I don't even know how this became a habit.) 
• I want to play some video games.
• I want to listen to music.
• I want to hang out with my friends.
• I want to say sweet things to this girl I like and make her smile.
• Sex. Sex. Sex. Sex. Sex. Sex.

Productivity vs Procrastination vs Sex

All of this is running through my mind simultaneously and it drives me nuts.
Maybe it's the curse of anyone who wants to be an Ace of Trades. Jack Syndrome, I'm not good at just one thing, so it's hard for me to focus on them, despite my talent and ability. Mix that with college and damn I'm a bit everywhere, although I got it covered, it's nice to acknowledge it. Therefore I can counter it. It's easier for people who want to focus in one central area.

For me it's more of a challenge, because I don't focus all of my talent in one area. Art can be seen as my strong trait, but I don't focus solely on it. Same with writing and anything else.

Sometimes I spread myself too thin.