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Monday, August 2, 2010

Metamorphosis

Previously.....

Somewhere I fell off.... Hard. I was close to having everything I wanted and being satisfied with life... until one point... I lost everything. The ground that I believed was so solid crumbled before my very eyes and I fell. As I plummeted to my impending self-destruction. I fell into the abyss of self-pity and regret that I called "Hell". I stood there... In an empty apartment... Spirit, breaking... falling towards depression.

A man with everything has no possible way to grow.... Therefore that's when they are at their weakest... But a man with nothing.......

A man with nothing to lose has everything to gain.

To surpass myself, to become better.

To grow....to accelerate past my limits.

At some point I grew comfortable with myself, and for that mistake... I was a fool.

I'm still a wolf with no home right? At one point... that was the source of my sorrow. To never find a clan, nor happiness... But.... those were the worries of a boy.... And it left with her.... I stand in the snow.... looking for no one... Only moving forward, and for once in my life.... despite everything I've experienced, the warmth, the happiness, the love... I'm satisfied with the way everything turned out and the trials I experienced... and the ones I will in the future. I'm not perfect, I don't know everything, I can't do everything... But I'll try.... I'll always try. I'll keep my faith, the faith I carry in myself, the faith I have in others, the faith I have in love, everything. We all fall down sometimes, but you'll always have quarters if you get back up.

I want more than what I had, I want better, and I'll do what it takes to get where I both want and need to go.

I'm stronger now than I was back then, and I refuse to stop. It's only human to desire perfection... But I'm a wandering wolf with no home in the cold snow we call Earth. I'm not dead yet, so it only makes sense to give em Hell while I'm living right?

Spread Love, Look for Peace.
The Story Teller,

Arc Christelle

Loneliness is the teacher that educates weak hearts on how to Love.

Never fear it, always embrace it, even when it hurts.... Have faith. It takes two to play that game.

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