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I’m not sure when it started, but for a while now, I’ve felt as if I have been drifting through life. As the days go by when I sit at home I feel as if I’m in a world between time and space. It’s a bit awkward to say, but it feels like most of the time I spend studying personal interests and making observations of society and the world around me, while seeking to create a perfect world of my own; well, not technically “perfect”, but one that offers something beyond imagination. Sometimes I look at my country and question what’s being represented in the people, the culture, the diversity, as well as what’s represented across the world. As people take interest in politics, I take interest in the community. It always felt that a lot of things aimed at in political movements weren’t necessary or just ridiculous, which is why I’m grateful that “The Daily Show with Jon Stewart” exists to make light of most politicians. I compare the America of today to the America of the past and I try to find, all that’s changed.
Other times I feel like I’m at a stand-still or just not moving at all. I can find times of motivation and inspiration but when it comes down to putting the pencil down, it leaves me. I often feel like I’m looking for a source of comfort that just isn’t there and in the end everything that feels like it should flow feels forced. In my opinion that’s not a good thing for an artist, especially when you want to express yourself to the people. I feel awkward when people read my work and find themselves impressed or actually enjoying it when I publish something, because inside I constantly think, “I do a lot better, trust me.” I want everything I write or release to be “The Best Damn Thing Ever” every time I do something I want it to be beyond compelling and comprehension.
Maybe it is because I lack the companions necessary to share such passions and feelings to work with; a group of productive people that are 100% passionate all the time. When I sit at home I sometimes feel like I could have been billionaire a long time ago. It’s easy to come up with an idea that’s catchy and can reach the masses, the hard part is always the delivery and marketing. I’ve devised such plans so many times before, but never fully acted on them, and that’s where I feel that I truly lack- The need to complete these things and share them. What holds me back? Sometimes it’s the thought that I’m working on this on my own. Sometimes it’s my lack of resources. Most of the time in my opinion it’s probably fear of lack of talents and consistency. I’m not as competitive as I used to be and when things become too competitive that’s when I start to lose interest or it just doesn’t feel fun. Maybe I just weeded myself out as one of the weak ones when it comes to this industry, but I know I’m more than that. I understand the essence of what I’m into and my potential to become great. I don’t want to waste my time constantly while smaller ones get up inch by inch. Win some or lose some, but as I write this I acknowledge what matters most is that I at least try to get something done and present. Better have something than nothing and best to have it late than having nothing at all.
If there’s any time to make moves it’s best to do it now.

Pioneers

In the Milky Way Galaxy, in the Solar System, the third planet from the sun.... There exist a group of beings, with limitless potential....



We start off as children. Children filled with dreams, fantasies, and ideals. Wanting to believe in everything, wanting to find everything, bring new things into existence. Eventually those children grow into Adults. As Adults, they leave their homes, searching for something in their lives, trained by their parents to surpass their limitations in life. As they move throughout the world, growing, adapting, and learning, they eventually gain an ability, an ability as great as those of gods... The ability to create. Everyday, we gain throughout lessons and experiences. Our abilitiy to grow is limitless. As we rise to new and unknown worlds, lands, that hae yet to be discovered, we utilize the potential that is presented within these places and grow even further.

We grow through Evolution.... Evolution is limitless.

Follow what you believe in, what you desire out of life...

Grasp it... and don't let go.

Continue on... Always confident, hunger for more.

Like a wolf....

Make a better future.

Hatred... Suffering Becomes Rage.

For the past two days, I kinda went in between my anger and my feelings and let loose a bit. Thinking about it now, I apologize for the things I've said. I let my disgust turn into hatred and anger. Things like that, you gotta rise above. We all go through things and it's hard; you either get hurt or pissed, and once you get anger you gotta clear your head of the negative to see what you need to see or you just fall into the madness.

Sometimes you can see some displeasing things come from people, and it makes you want to stick their nose in their own mess like a dog. Or the favorite of the crybabies, hurt those who hurt you.

When situations arrive, you must be able to tell the difference between situations where you must make a stand and those where you must ignore it. Not every battle is worth giving attention to, and there is more than one way to crush an enemy.

Rage is never good for anything, it dulls the sense and just adds stress to the situation, making all of your attempts at anything ineffective, ultimately making you look...... stupid.


We all go through shit, what matters is how we handle it. Only a fool will run in head first.

Life's precious and we all have to share it. That's why I always say,

Spread Love, Make peace.
Deuces.

Blame it on the Boys, Blame it on the Girls

It's the story that's gone around longer than Soul Calibur- The eternal all men are dogs, all women are bitches arguement. It's funny when you hear these stories from these people and the when you get to know them you realize something, they're almost the same person. They deserve each other. But there's nothing worse then getting caught up with one of those people. No matter how much you care about that person, no matter what you do... You can't help them, there's not shit you can do for 'em. There's a reason why they act the way they do. Because that's how they do it, as fucked up as it seems. I've seen a guy play the sweetest of women, I've seen a girl play the most caring of men, and then they turn around and do the same shit to people.

Everyone's immature, everyone's selfish. There are even people who will read this the post, agreeing, and doing the same shit.

I've actually talked to people about why they treat each other in such a way, Girls told me because guys do it to you all the time, Guys told me that these females are scandalous. I said both of you need to grow the fuck up. It's people like that who don't need to be with anyone.

I think sometime people have too many options, so they carry themselves around like everything is granted like they're some damn pop star. Like they deserve to get their way in this world and everyone must bow before them... to those...

I stand with a straight face and stick my middle finger in theirs. There's more people on this planet than just you. And nothing is given to no man, so what makes your existence any different from mine? Last time I checked you die just like me on this Earth.

My beef isn't with just one group, my beef is with everyone. The country's damn near dumb as fuck, everyday, I step outside, why the fuck do I feel like the whole world's turned into Jersey Shore?

And people love that shit.

Everyone's fake, nothing is real. Shit's damn near depressing. Is this the future of the world??

Don't really care anymore. I'm gonna keep to myself.

Metamorphosis

Previously.....

Somewhere I fell off.... Hard. I was close to having everything I wanted and being satisfied with life... until one point... I lost everything. The ground that I believed was so solid crumbled before my very eyes and I fell. As I plummeted to my impending self-destruction. I fell into the abyss of self-pity and regret that I called "Hell". I stood there... In an empty apartment... Spirit, breaking... falling towards depression.

A man with everything has no possible way to grow.... Therefore that's when they are at their weakest... But a man with nothing.......

A man with nothing to lose has everything to gain.

To surpass myself, to become better.

To grow....to accelerate past my limits.

At some point I grew comfortable with myself, and for that mistake... I was a fool.

I'm still a wolf with no home right? At one point... that was the source of my sorrow. To never find a clan, nor happiness... But.... those were the worries of a boy.... And it left with her.... I stand in the snow.... looking for no one... Only moving forward, and for once in my life.... despite everything I've experienced, the warmth, the happiness, the love... I'm satisfied with the way everything turned out and the trials I experienced... and the ones I will in the future. I'm not perfect, I don't know everything, I can't do everything... But I'll try.... I'll always try. I'll keep my faith, the faith I carry in myself, the faith I have in others, the faith I have in love, everything. We all fall down sometimes, but you'll always have quarters if you get back up.

I want more than what I had, I want better, and I'll do what it takes to get where I both want and need to go.

I'm stronger now than I was back then, and I refuse to stop. It's only human to desire perfection... But I'm a wandering wolf with no home in the cold snow we call Earth. I'm not dead yet, so it only makes sense to give em Hell while I'm living right?

Spread Love, Look for Peace.
The Story Teller,

Arc Christelle

Loneliness is the teacher that educates weak hearts on how to Love.

Never fear it, always embrace it, even when it hurts.... Have faith. It takes two to play that game.