Geezus. This week has sucked for me. I appreciate the views and that one guy from Canada who just so happened to stumble onto my page. Mad love/props whatever. This blog is doing pretty decent so you can be sure that this isn't the source of suck at the moment. The source of suck was from my lack of funds this week and the inevitable running out of food. Those cup ramen tried their best to last. Yesterday I had no food but some frost burned pork chops which felt like I was chewing leather. Like seriously my teeth are still aching..... But with all that said I might be taking a break after this week on the blog to prepare some more content to add to the blog, like some artwork, banners, ads, shit like that. Some extras and stuff. New laptop coming soon. So yep....
Anyway. Check these mofos out.
My boy Van (V.C.Productions) has been working some stuff you might wanna check out when you get a chance. If you want to buy some instrumentals or anything from him. He's an audio major from AiA and a colleague of mine.
check out his Youtube page!!
http://www.youtube.com/user/cville15
In other news, if you like the news like I do, but like to laugh at funny shit in the news check out The Onion News Network on IFC and if you don't have IFC watch Onion SportDome on Comedy Central, both of those shows are funny as hell.
And............. Snakes.
Look for a few more updates and some more to come....
Leave the past behind, but fill free to return to reflect on how far you've come.
Friday, January 28, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
The Ultimate Contradiction
Perfection.
[per-fek-shuhn]
–noun
1. the state or quality of being or becoming perfect.
2. the highest degree of proficiency, skill, or excellence, as in some art.
3. a perfect embodiment or example of something.
4. a quality, trait, or feature of the highest degree of excellence.
5. the highest or most nearly perfect degree of a quality or trait.
6. the act or fact of perfecting.
-Definition from Dictionary.com
To become perfect, to become flawless. The impossible, the unattainable. This is a goal of mine. To achieve the status of the Ultimate Contradiction. To be perfect is to become flawless, which cause a severe flaw, because without flaws, we lack what makes us who we are; the mistakes and choices that shaped us to be who we are. Therefore, the thing that was once "Perfect" is no longer. But obtaining that very same flaw gives what is necessary to become "Perfect". Therefore making it Perfect. That's right you just got looped.
Welcome to The Infinite Space.
[per-fek-shuhn]
–noun
1. the state or quality of being or becoming perfect.
2. the highest degree of proficiency, skill, or excellence, as in some art.
3. a perfect embodiment or example of something.
4. a quality, trait, or feature of the highest degree of excellence.
5. the highest or most nearly perfect degree of a quality or trait.
6. the act or fact of perfecting.
-Definition from Dictionary.com
To become perfect, to become flawless. The impossible, the unattainable. This is a goal of mine. To achieve the status of the Ultimate Contradiction. To be perfect is to become flawless, which cause a severe flaw, because without flaws, we lack what makes us who we are; the mistakes and choices that shaped us to be who we are. Therefore, the thing that was once "Perfect" is no longer. But obtaining that very same flaw gives what is necessary to become "Perfect". Therefore making it Perfect. That's right you just got looped.
Welcome to The Infinite Space.
Make Me Forget (Her)
I'm a man who has been broken into. My box is empty, my hearts been stolen and shattered. The once red stained glass has become purple as I've been tossed aside. Left alone, only memories remain. The memories of the past events, the feelings of love. That shit only exists to haunt me. Her voice, her touch, the passion, from the thought of the deep breaths to the sensous moans. The happiness, the sadness. All of it I hate it. I've been plagued and I can't escape it. It all vexes the once hardened wolf.
A wild beast can't be domesticated!
Take this shit away from me! Ugh!
I want to forget it all! I want to toss it all aside just like she did me!
Fuck that bitch! I hate her!!!
Gah! I don't want to remember it! None of it! NONE OF IT!!! I FUCKING HATE THESE THOUGHTS! WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!
I don't want to smile..... I gave everything and now.... I have nothing. But memories and lessons....
Then there's you. Beautiful sweet you. You have no clue about what you're getting into... You only know as much about me as I let you know. Neither you nor her can ever comprehend me, she feared me.... and so will you....
I'm asking you to take care of me.
Allow me to use you, allow me inside you. Tonight let me love you. I want to get trapped in your phermones to the point where my mind is wiped clean of everything. Tonight, only you and I exist. Clense me of a once innocent purity, and free me of such a damning past. Show me you're better. Take my mind away, I am yours.
Use me!
Fuck me until the point nothing matters, I don't drink often and I don't smoke, I guess the only true high is from you.
Free me, from the cage of memories.
Free me, from the grasp of the past.
Free me, from myself and my heart.
I am only a wild dog, and now you're my bitch.
A wild beast can't be domesticated!
Take this shit away from me! Ugh!
I want to forget it all! I want to toss it all aside just like she did me!
Fuck that bitch! I hate her!!!
Gah! I don't want to remember it! None of it! NONE OF IT!!! I FUCKING HATE THESE THOUGHTS! WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!
I don't want to smile..... I gave everything and now.... I have nothing. But memories and lessons....
Then there's you. Beautiful sweet you. You have no clue about what you're getting into... You only know as much about me as I let you know. Neither you nor her can ever comprehend me, she feared me.... and so will you....
I'm asking you to take care of me.
Allow me to use you, allow me inside you. Tonight let me love you. I want to get trapped in your phermones to the point where my mind is wiped clean of everything. Tonight, only you and I exist. Clense me of a once innocent purity, and free me of such a damning past. Show me you're better. Take my mind away, I am yours.
Use me!
Fuck me until the point nothing matters, I don't drink often and I don't smoke, I guess the only true high is from you.
Free me, from the cage of memories.
Free me, from the grasp of the past.
Free me, from myself and my heart.
I am only a wild dog, and now you're my bitch.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Randoms of The Day.
I love reading Sinfest, I find the comic strip quite amusing. Tatsuya Ishida got mad skill when it comes to humor and style, check it out when you get a chance. Slick, Monique, Squiggy, and others mocking life and society. You know, sane humor.

You can read more comic strips at http://www.sinfest.net/
Also look out for Yenny by Dave Alvarez, I'm also a big fan of that too. Yenny's trying to to be a super model but besides her voluptuous curves her only other down fall is her feet.


I hear the comic is supposed to be getting an animated series soon, so you might want to check that out.
http://gocomics.com/yenny/
http://davealvarezstudio.blogspot.com/
You can read more comic strips at http://www.sinfest.net/
Also look out for Yenny by Dave Alvarez, I'm also a big fan of that too. Yenny's trying to to be a super model but besides her voluptuous curves her only other down fall is her feet.
I hear the comic is supposed to be getting an animated series soon, so you might want to check that out.
http://gocomics.com/yenny/
http://davealvarezstudio.blogspot.com/
The Trinity of Success and Failure.
Money, Power, Women..........
For a man all three has all to offer, yet they all have the power to bring a man to a self-destructive demise.
"As I smile sitting on tops of stacks of cash my name rises to be used in every household atleast 20 times a day. Your child wants to be just like me, your girl would like to fuck me, and you'd do anything to bow to me. Idolize me, worship me, praise me, watch me, and if you're good enough, then you too can be like me. HA! Just playing ya! You can never get anywhere trying to be me."
These are the words of a man who has fallen off the path.
The money was necessary in order to survive in my society and live comfortably, the power was in order to control my destiny, the women or woman was to ensure a source of companionship, "love" and a future opportunity for ensuring the continuation of my legacy. All three of these used responsibly in order to make it. It takes a wise man to survive, and a great man to make it.
Keep in mind as you move on throughout the future to be aware of these three benefits, because within your very foundation of the road to happiness lies the intent to corrupt and destroy everything you were, and all you've believed in.
As you obsess over your income your ideas and thoughts become jaded. As you once shared with the world, the puriest of intent, filled with heart and drive, you now lack the need to continue what you desired to show out of your work. Sales matter, it's all about business baby, dolla dolla bills y'all!! You alter yourself to the beat of insecurity as you flaunt your superficiality and no one seems to have a problem with it since you're still making money and kids are eating it up right? So let's feed them ignorance.
As you rise in the ranks of the company you once kissed the feet of, you once planned to bring you insight into the future of the company and be the best thing since, now every move you make is only to gain what those who were once before you had. You no longer take risks, fuck that, and if it's true but doesn't make you look good, the best option is to deny it. Good guys end up homeless in the corporate world and dead in the underground.
The women, the bitches, the hoes, even if you don't call them bitches collectively verbally from the tongue, you can't deny you haven't thought about it. They prey upon a man to devour his dreams in order to satisfy selfish goals, dreams, and agendas of their own. Your insatiable lust and your loneliness leaves you open for female dogs, but then what does it matter to you? You're getting pussy, that pussy wasn't there yesterday but now it is here today, and you can have it any way. The confidence of being able to have what you want and do what you want without judgement, because face it, everybody wants a piece of you and you're the mothafucka the shit. Well so you believe....
As those three advantages build up your self esteem, powering up your arrogance, because now that you have what you want you no longer need to believe in dreams, the money create the users out of the bitches you tried to abuse, who point out the flaws in your power, leaving you open to hit you where it hurts, that little empty space in your heart while taking everything and leaving nothing.
Passion.
Love.
Dedication.
Recognation.
If you lose focus all will be lost to the point where even the Infinite Space cannot save you.
Take heed my friend.
For a man all three has all to offer, yet they all have the power to bring a man to a self-destructive demise.
"As I smile sitting on tops of stacks of cash my name rises to be used in every household atleast 20 times a day. Your child wants to be just like me, your girl would like to fuck me, and you'd do anything to bow to me. Idolize me, worship me, praise me, watch me, and if you're good enough, then you too can be like me. HA! Just playing ya! You can never get anywhere trying to be me."
These are the words of a man who has fallen off the path.
The money was necessary in order to survive in my society and live comfortably, the power was in order to control my destiny, the women or woman was to ensure a source of companionship, "love" and a future opportunity for ensuring the continuation of my legacy. All three of these used responsibly in order to make it. It takes a wise man to survive, and a great man to make it.
Keep in mind as you move on throughout the future to be aware of these three benefits, because within your very foundation of the road to happiness lies the intent to corrupt and destroy everything you were, and all you've believed in.
As you obsess over your income your ideas and thoughts become jaded. As you once shared with the world, the puriest of intent, filled with heart and drive, you now lack the need to continue what you desired to show out of your work. Sales matter, it's all about business baby, dolla dolla bills y'all!! You alter yourself to the beat of insecurity as you flaunt your superficiality and no one seems to have a problem with it since you're still making money and kids are eating it up right? So let's feed them ignorance.
As you rise in the ranks of the company you once kissed the feet of, you once planned to bring you insight into the future of the company and be the best thing since, now every move you make is only to gain what those who were once before you had. You no longer take risks, fuck that, and if it's true but doesn't make you look good, the best option is to deny it. Good guys end up homeless in the corporate world and dead in the underground.
The women, the bitches, the hoes, even if you don't call them bitches collectively verbally from the tongue, you can't deny you haven't thought about it. They prey upon a man to devour his dreams in order to satisfy selfish goals, dreams, and agendas of their own. Your insatiable lust and your loneliness leaves you open for female dogs, but then what does it matter to you? You're getting pussy, that pussy wasn't there yesterday but now it is here today, and you can have it any way. The confidence of being able to have what you want and do what you want without judgement, because face it, everybody wants a piece of you and you're the mothafucka the shit. Well so you believe....
As those three advantages build up your self esteem, powering up your arrogance, because now that you have what you want you no longer need to believe in dreams, the money create the users out of the bitches you tried to abuse, who point out the flaws in your power, leaving you open to hit you where it hurts, that little empty space in your heart while taking everything and leaving nothing.
Passion.
Love.
Dedication.
Recognation.
If you lose focus all will be lost to the point where even the Infinite Space cannot save you.
Take heed my friend.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Arc & Status [vol.2]
You know with college there's things I would like to discuss, which I probably will in future updates. Observations of a Generation filled Y's is a look back at the current generation, tech-savvy, with a lot handed down, but still lack a lot in order for this country to prosper. I learned alot in my time in college (still am) and I made a lot of friends. One of the most important things I'm learning is that college, teaches and trains others to work for others. A wise student will create their own and profit from it instead of letting schools profit on you.
Much love to all my viewers all 5.....6....7....of you.....
ANYWAYS! Yep. Always push for the best and let's strive together to change the future. This is dedicated to everyone out there who strive for better.
DAILY PROMOS
When I was in AiA I met a woman that was just too cool and funky, Keisha Boston, aka DaMadScientist, Krazie Keisha, etc. now Mrs. Keisha Veras! lol. She taught me a lot when I was in Aia right before I left. I think the most insightful time with her was during a ride back to North Avenue and I got to talk to her about attending school. It's funny that even with the lessons I still made mistakes, but it's never too late, so keep your head up!
She's the creative affiliate of the label Knight Life, led by Keisha Knight (different Keshia) who is the lead singer of Indika Rocks, keeping it positive, in order to make the world a better place.
Check out her page and INDIKA ROCKS with her latest single- Seasons Change.
http://www.knight-lifeent.com/aboutus.html
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All fans of Nujabes rejoice, check out ihiphopanonymous's Youtube page. He has various using music from Nujabes, Fat Jon, Nas, Common, Mos Def, and others. R.I.P. Jun Seba -aka Nujabes (1974-2010)
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It's been awhile since I've listened to some stuff from MaxieDaMan or DJ Max-E. But it appears he's still out there making tracks and he's still dope. Check out some of his tracks and remixes from games like Street Fighter III both 2nd Impact and 3rd Strike and plenty other games like Sonic and Knuckles.
http://www.youtube.com/user/MaxieDaMan#p/a/u/2/mHyMEgcQGGQ
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May the future be with you.
Much love to all my viewers all 5.....6....7....of you.....
ANYWAYS! Yep. Always push for the best and let's strive together to change the future. This is dedicated to everyone out there who strive for better.
DAILY PROMOS
When I was in AiA I met a woman that was just too cool and funky, Keisha Boston, aka DaMadScientist, Krazie Keisha, etc. now Mrs. Keisha Veras! lol. She taught me a lot when I was in Aia right before I left. I think the most insightful time with her was during a ride back to North Avenue and I got to talk to her about attending school. It's funny that even with the lessons I still made mistakes, but it's never too late, so keep your head up!
She's the creative affiliate of the label Knight Life, led by Keisha Knight (different Keshia) who is the lead singer of Indika Rocks, keeping it positive, in order to make the world a better place.
Check out her page and INDIKA ROCKS with her latest single- Seasons Change.
http://www.knight-lifeent.com/aboutus.html
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All fans of Nujabes rejoice, check out ihiphopanonymous's Youtube page. He has various using music from Nujabes, Fat Jon, Nas, Common, Mos Def, and others. R.I.P. Jun Seba -aka Nujabes (1974-2010)
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It's been awhile since I've listened to some stuff from MaxieDaMan or DJ Max-E. But it appears he's still out there making tracks and he's still dope. Check out some of his tracks and remixes from games like Street Fighter III both 2nd Impact and 3rd Strike and plenty other games like Sonic and Knuckles.
http://www.youtube.com/user/MaxieDaMan#p/a/u/2/mHyMEgcQGGQ
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May the future be with you.
Observations of a Generation Filled With Y's.
The Youtube generation, once were thrusted into Myspace, filled with all the info on their personal space which now you can read in a book with their face. We wake up seeing Bill come into Monica and watch him leave out the House of White or well the House where once only white men tread, speaking of Bush and before, now we've got the Son of Hope, Obama to make up for it. But hope comes easy, and leaves even quicker with impatience, because you can't have the world given to you in one day.
With an iPod in hand, laptop in another, we believe in Google Almighty for with Google all things are possible, productively or non-productively. A generation of kids who want to sit, relax, and have fun while getting things leisurely done. We're all think we're special every last one. Well not exactly all of us, because a lot are socially witheld, since the most form of communication is done online or Xbox Live.
I read once that my generation will lack in culture, and originality, as we post everything through Youtube and blogs, it was once believed that the spirit of art is dead and culture. As I look at my generation I can't help but to wonder as well.... All I see is pop, and now I'm yelling "No Pop"like I'm Common. Club hits are what's marketed and pop trendy house music.....blech.
Every once in a while you can find some real stuff you can play, but most of the time you gotta look back in time faraway. To escape the ignorance, you gotta dig deep in the dirt to find that diamond of relativity. As anime and Toonami inspired some of us and we learned lessons, for some it made us stupid, for others it was just ignored.
As we photoshop, illustrate, indesign, whatever the hell and create, even the silliest of ish in the world can be considered art through one eyes, and nonsense in another. So what's the use of believing we're special? Because it's been that way throughout time and history. The greatest lesson I've learned is that Art is Style. But still that lesson, hasn't been learned throughout the majority of my generation, so the future looks scary. As for-profit schools and colleges target us with welcoming arms, promising us the gift of creativity and the knowledge to create our own, but in return we are not catered for and these efforts become wasted, as loans are withdrawn, placing us in debt. We desperately search for work, but a job is not what you get. A generation of worker bees, I wonder out of how many of is a boss. I know longer seek to change the plate that's been handed to me, but to create a new one of my own. Seeking power to crush what has already been placed before me and create a new world with in it's ashes. I'm a dreamer, and perhaps I have dreams like everyone else, but I have dreams to create with the tools an empire for the future, unlike all the rest.
Once I looked at the world and this Generation with intolerance and arrogance, but despite my disapproval for the path the world takes; remember pay attention, because in due time the world will change.
I'm apart of the New Generation, coming in hard with the 2nd Impact, as we prepare to win with a 3rd Strike.
Mankind shall have the Earth, for the Infinity of Space will always be mine.
-Arc Christelle
With an iPod in hand, laptop in another, we believe in Google Almighty for with Google all things are possible, productively or non-productively. A generation of kids who want to sit, relax, and have fun while getting things leisurely done. We're all think we're special every last one. Well not exactly all of us, because a lot are socially witheld, since the most form of communication is done online or Xbox Live.
I read once that my generation will lack in culture, and originality, as we post everything through Youtube and blogs, it was once believed that the spirit of art is dead and culture. As I look at my generation I can't help but to wonder as well.... All I see is pop, and now I'm yelling "No Pop"like I'm Common. Club hits are what's marketed and pop trendy house music.....blech.
Every once in a while you can find some real stuff you can play, but most of the time you gotta look back in time faraway. To escape the ignorance, you gotta dig deep in the dirt to find that diamond of relativity. As anime and Toonami inspired some of us and we learned lessons, for some it made us stupid, for others it was just ignored.
As we photoshop, illustrate, indesign, whatever the hell and create, even the silliest of ish in the world can be considered art through one eyes, and nonsense in another. So what's the use of believing we're special? Because it's been that way throughout time and history. The greatest lesson I've learned is that Art is Style. But still that lesson, hasn't been learned throughout the majority of my generation, so the future looks scary. As for-profit schools and colleges target us with welcoming arms, promising us the gift of creativity and the knowledge to create our own, but in return we are not catered for and these efforts become wasted, as loans are withdrawn, placing us in debt. We desperately search for work, but a job is not what you get. A generation of worker bees, I wonder out of how many of is a boss. I know longer seek to change the plate that's been handed to me, but to create a new one of my own. Seeking power to crush what has already been placed before me and create a new world with in it's ashes. I'm a dreamer, and perhaps I have dreams like everyone else, but I have dreams to create with the tools an empire for the future, unlike all the rest.
Once I looked at the world and this Generation with intolerance and arrogance, but despite my disapproval for the path the world takes; remember pay attention, because in due time the world will change.
I'm apart of the New Generation, coming in hard with the 2nd Impact, as we prepare to win with a 3rd Strike.
Mankind shall have the Earth, for the Infinity of Space will always be mine.
-Arc Christelle
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