Time for an update, been trying to do things differently and life is starting to move forward. Finally got a job so now I can look forward to happy income and leave those broke melancholy days behind me. Saying that actually puts a smile on face. Speaking of face, I deactivated my Facebook account temporarily. I feel like I'm doing to much on there nowadays and I have a lot of stuff to do on my personal agenda. I've been sticking to my workout, getting some results, which is also cool. I'm gonna have to push harder though. Trying to turn the tables around and win I suppose. After all I said this I will accept no more losses. So I'm breaking myself down and rebuilding myself to win. I'm sorry I haven't been consistent with updates. Usually when I come to Blogger the ideas leave my head and I start half-assing my work, but I'm pretty sure no matter what I release and you might think some of my work is great, but to me it's gonna always be garbage, and that is a good thing. I'm trying to return to a more reclusive/self-productive nature so I can go further towards my goal of putting myself out there. If you still trying to keep up with me, I appreciate you reading this, I will still be on twitter however.
Much Love to everyone out there.
Dueces.
Leave the past behind, but fill free to return to reflect on how far you've come.
Friday, March 18, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
Infinity
I was just thinking how much I've learned regarding human nature, technology, and the world. Information that passes through the world comes to me and information that passes me goes to the world. I can take time to research things, and see what gets people moving; how we share our knowledge, how we share our emotions, passion, influences, ideas, dreams, tastes. It's like a universal form of Unity, and I guess in some sense the Internet is a part of that although it can be used for malicious means... I heard once that know one every really changes, I told him to shut the hell up and look at the world now, look at the investment of mankind and where we stand now, still growing. They said the skies the limit, but we passed the sky and went into space. Space is considered to be infinite, so as the universe, and as long as mankind exists... the the will of Humanity is Infinite.
That is the power of Infinity.
That is the power of Infinity.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Still Moment..... [Loser]
We laughed for that one minute. She checked her cell and it was time to go... before she walked off she slowed down and looked back at me...
I smiled and waved good bye, I'll catch ya later! Haha!
[A]
We laughed for that one minute. She checked her cell and it was time to go... before she walked off she slowed down and looked back at me...
I smiled and walked off with her, "Yo mind if I call you later on?"
[B]
We laughed for that one minute. She checked her cell and it was time to go... before she walked off she slowed down and looked back at me...
Back to work
[C]
We laughed for that one minute. She checked her cell and it was time to go... before she walked off she slowed down and looked back at me...
I just stoood there and watched her leave.
[D]
I should've chose B. -facepalm-!!!!
If you play it safe all your life and never take a chance...Then what do you expect?... Welcome to loneliness homie.
I smiled and waved good bye, I'll catch ya later! Haha!
[A]
We laughed for that one minute. She checked her cell and it was time to go... before she walked off she slowed down and looked back at me...
I smiled and walked off with her, "Yo mind if I call you later on?"
[B]
We laughed for that one minute. She checked her cell and it was time to go... before she walked off she slowed down and looked back at me...
Back to work
[C]
We laughed for that one minute. She checked her cell and it was time to go... before she walked off she slowed down and looked back at me...
I just stoood there and watched her leave.
[D]
I should've chose B. -facepalm-!!!!
If you play it safe all your life and never take a chance...Then what do you expect?... Welcome to loneliness homie.
Lust (Am I a Monster?) [+18] Part One.
If I were to have a "problem" or "weakness" I'd say sexual appetite.... but then again. I'm mad reserved. So even when I grasp those passionate embodiments of desire I hold my ground, because you never know when they're ready to self-destruct. Then again, I want to just lay down with a female enjoy company, laugh, and relax as I love her sensibly [then turn that chick around and fuck that bitch senselessly]. I never lose my morals and standards [but at times I feel like I want/need to do the damn thing.]
Hold up...
Hold up...
Did you just laugh? I know you ain't laughin....
Sometimes I sit and watch others who like to hit up and fuck others, and I'm like, "Eww.... how the hell do they do that?" I'm not saying I have a case of nympomania, but after dumb ass events I decided I don't want a relationship.
[So what you want?]
Someone I can chill and talk to, laugh make jokes, take it easy and relax with then after that [me and her can go into the backseat, she can reverse cowgirl as I smack her ass and pull her and bend her back like an attack from a monster, until that freaky slut just cums all in my lap and as she moans and groans, I can only help but laugh at her squeals and reactions as I discover the filthy the shit that bitch just loves to do.....Woah. I'm ego trippin.]
What if she's not into sex?
[Then she's about to be. I'll break her in like fresh timbs as I go on a climbing spree!]
But I'm a good guy?
[What the fuck does this have to do with this situation? She acts goody goody, give her the knob and she'll slob on your dick like it's fucking bacon! Are you hungry? Then please try these nuts in then after I cum on you face I test your butt!!!]
WOAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
[What?]
Not cool.
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By the way check out this interesting article on Nymphomania and brain activity.
http://www.slate.com/id/2287146/?gt1=38001
Hold up...
Hold up...
Did you just laugh? I know you ain't laughin....
Sometimes I sit and watch others who like to hit up and fuck others, and I'm like, "Eww.... how the hell do they do that?" I'm not saying I have a case of nympomania, but after dumb ass events I decided I don't want a relationship.
[So what you want?]
Someone I can chill and talk to, laugh make jokes, take it easy and relax with then after that [me and her can go into the backseat, she can reverse cowgirl as I smack her ass and pull her and bend her back like an attack from a monster, until that freaky slut just cums all in my lap and as she moans and groans, I can only help but laugh at her squeals and reactions as I discover the filthy the shit that bitch just loves to do.....Woah. I'm ego trippin.]
What if she's not into sex?
[Then she's about to be. I'll break her in like fresh timbs as I go on a climbing spree!]
But I'm a good guy?
[What the fuck does this have to do with this situation? She acts goody goody, give her the knob and she'll slob on your dick like it's fucking bacon! Are you hungry? Then please try these nuts in then after I cum on you face I test your butt!!!]
WOAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
[What?]
Not cool.
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By the way check out this interesting article on Nymphomania and brain activity.
http://www.slate.com/id/2287146/?gt1=38001
Random Shit [Food, Kobe, and Dirty Coons]
I was chilling at the school for a bit and a friend of mine threw this up....
I hope no one gets this hungry or it's game set and match!
EPIC MEAL TIME
KOBE BRYANT IS BLACK MAMBA.
Ok I couldn't wait to see this crazy shit ever since I saw the trailer.
Here's the ...wait it's only 5 minutes?.... Cool. -shrug-
Best 5 minutes I've ever wasted.
And time for nature's lil thief....
I'm out!
I hope no one gets this hungry or it's game set and match!
EPIC MEAL TIME
KOBE BRYANT IS BLACK MAMBA.
Ok I couldn't wait to see this crazy shit ever since I saw the trailer.
Here's the ...wait it's only 5 minutes?.... Cool. -shrug-
Best 5 minutes I've ever wasted.
And time for nature's lil thief....
I'm out!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Observation about The Levels of "Love"
This is a reply to a message that a Ash sent me:
Ash:
RT"@FactsAboutBoys: The difference between "like" "love" and "in love" is the same as the difference between "for now" "for a while" and "forever"" --> ha !!
I believe u can love someone without being in love with them.
Arc:
I meant to post this:
When I experienced "Love" I never thought about the differences about "like", "love", or "in love". I never thought about "how long" or "how much". I just knew that this was a person I cared about alot and I wanted her in my life, one can even say need, and I would do anything necessary to keep us together. I simply saw only her in the end. But it's funny how something like that could be simple for me, but complicated for her.
Don't blur your vision with nonsense.
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I wonder..... I really never believed in the differences... When I told her I loved her, that's what I meant, and I would do all that I could or atleast what I felt was right to an extent.
"I think you love me, but you're not in love with me."
That sentence pisses me off so much you have no clue. So I ask those very same people who see love like that, what kind of overexaggerated bullshit you feel that love should be? Because if all I see are you and me, then where am I fucking up at? I have plenty of friends and they piss me off all the time, but at the end of the day I know they have my back, and if we do get mad at each other we're willing to work out our differences and compromise. So if I don't have to go to war with my fellow man, then why the fuck must I battle my lady? Or better yet my lover?
Comment.
Ash:
RT"@FactsAboutBoys: The difference between "like" "love" and "in love" is the same as the difference between "for now" "for a while" and "forever"" --> ha !!
I believe u can love someone without being in love with them.
Arc:
I meant to post this:
When I experienced "Love" I never thought about the differences about "like", "love", or "in love". I never thought about "how long" or "how much". I just knew that this was a person I cared about alot and I wanted her in my life, one can even say need, and I would do anything necessary to keep us together. I simply saw only her in the end. But it's funny how something like that could be simple for me, but complicated for her.
Don't blur your vision with nonsense.
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I wonder..... I really never believed in the differences... When I told her I loved her, that's what I meant, and I would do all that I could or atleast what I felt was right to an extent.
"I think you love me, but you're not in love with me."
That sentence pisses me off so much you have no clue. So I ask those very same people who see love like that, what kind of overexaggerated bullshit you feel that love should be? Because if all I see are you and me, then where am I fucking up at? I have plenty of friends and they piss me off all the time, but at the end of the day I know they have my back, and if we do get mad at each other we're willing to work out our differences and compromise. So if I don't have to go to war with my fellow man, then why the fuck must I battle my lady? Or better yet my lover?
Comment.
Arc & Status [vol.4] Back to work Edition
If you haven't been tuned in, last month's been a mixture of slacking/mixed/productivity/job attempts, if you have but couldn't tell then all I can say is.... OF COURSE NOT! I HAVEN'T POSTED ANYTHING AS OF LATELY!!!! Which is kinda funny compared to my January section which I did at least 15 posts, February only helped me produce a measly 2. How depressing. Anyway, as I promised I'm making changes to the site, I need to update the love and lust sections, I have started working on a script for my first vid, which will be an introduction to the future content to come, as well as some other stuff. I'm considering posting info on games and gaming, because it might make things easy to combine everything into one which equals myself, instead of trying to put limits on the blog, because some days I just either watching vids from various games or vids that I thought was interesting. So instead of sharing that ish on Facebook, it would be mad resourceful to share all of my links and videos here with you all on The Infinite Space.
With that being said, pretty soon I plan to temporarily deactivate my facebook so that I can focus more on this blog and original content. Once I get the ball rolling I will return. I will remain on twitter so you can add me at Arc_Christelle.
Other than that, any feelings regarding this, comment or send me a message or something.
Let's put some people out there!!!
EclektikMindz
First some of my homies from AiA, Rahyel Wiley (Izzy), and Markus Pedro Caban (MPC). Two dudes during the days of 440, sat around and making beats and whatnot started a group or a label. Their vibe runs from awkward to mad depth.
You can check their stuff on Facebook,
http://www.facebook.com/pages/EclektikMindz/143807718969911
You can check out MPC's ish on SoundCloud.
http://soundcloud.com/mmark5466
The Drifters (Session Part 2) by MPC (Markus Pedro Caban)
They're getting mad followers, you should check it out when you get a chance including my boy Ray Bolden aka Bobby Swole!
With that being said, pretty soon I plan to temporarily deactivate my facebook so that I can focus more on this blog and original content. Once I get the ball rolling I will return. I will remain on twitter so you can add me at Arc_Christelle.
Other than that, any feelings regarding this, comment or send me a message or something.
Let's put some people out there!!!
EclektikMindz
First some of my homies from AiA, Rahyel Wiley (Izzy), and Markus Pedro Caban (MPC). Two dudes during the days of 440, sat around and making beats and whatnot started a group or a label. Their vibe runs from awkward to mad depth.
You can check their stuff on Facebook,
http://www.facebook.com/pages/EclektikMindz/143807718969911
You can check out MPC's ish on SoundCloud.
http://soundcloud.com/mmark5466
The Drifters (Session Part 2) by MPC (Markus Pedro Caban)
They're getting mad followers, you should check it out when you get a chance including my boy Ray Bolden aka Bobby Swole!
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